Saturday, June 18, 2011

overcoming fear!


have you ever feared anything?

what did you do?

i bet you never pounced on your fear....

nobody does that

otherwise it is not fear

but anger!

so what did you do when you last time feared something?

chances are, you felt like

running away!

changing your path!!

altering your plans!!!

did you feel good when you did so?

again, the chances are

you felt even worse!

so, what happened thereafter?

nothing?

chances are,

you must have kept worrying

caught in the stalemate!

the fear not leaving

and your ego not forgiving you for running away!

--

fortunately

there is a way out.

next time you come across a situation

you are not comfortable with,

a matter you fear

a thought, a person, an act that is troubling you

....don't run!

neither fight

nor flight!

just stay put!

do nothing!!

just stay there!!!

coolly, calmly

but determinedly.

like a cool rock.

chances are

the fear will diminish

and get exposed.

chances are

you will be free

without a external fight.

with just a small but intense

internal battle!

Thursday, March 17, 2011

it's different!


nobody is good or bad

only different!

and when different people

are compatible with each other

they become "good" to each other

otherwise they look at each other

as "bad"

and are repelled!

same person who may be "good" for someone

is likely to be "bad" for others

for no real fault of his or her!

so,

nobody is good or bad

just different!

when you have a feeling about someone

as to how bad he/she is

just tell your mind

it is just a compatibility issue!

hopefully

this will help in avoiding

yet another

unintended mindless useless clash

and thus

help in reducing stress levels

in your part of the world!

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

the soil


the wandering fakir
reached a village
and sat under a big tree
on the outskirts!
--
he looked around
and saw fields loaded with crops
swaying with the wind
birds playing in the air
and early morning sun
spraying its warm shine!
--
it was so refreshing...
the fakir was very tired
after walking miles
since his previous abode!
--
he put down his stick
spread his worn out shawl
on the grass under the tree
lied down
and slipped into deep sleep!
--
a boy passing by
saw the fakir sleeping under the tree
and told his mother on reaching home.
the mother told her husband.
the man immediately informed his neighbourer.
both immediately went to the house of the village sarpanch.
soon, over a hundred men, women and children gathered!
the restless gushing river of the villagers
started moving towards the sea of blessing!
--
a fakir had visited
the haunted village
after a long long time!
the village was prosperous
but sans happiness!
everyone in the village was healthy
there was enough water in the village
and
fresh air
food
and milk
but no happiness!!
symbols of well-being
had filled every home.
many youth from the village
had got top jobs
in government and in the corporate world!
wealth was being ploughed back into the village,
but somehow
everyone in the village
young and elderly
men and women
was stung by
unhappiness!
--
the wave of the jinxed villagers
encircled the tree
under which the tired fakir
lay asleep
with face lit with
enlightenment!
--
everyone looked at the sarpanch
who whispered
"let's wait till the great soul rests!"
-
an hour and half passed
everyone kept standing with folded hands
waiting for the good-luck messenger to wake-up!
--
and then
he woke up!
--
when he looked around
he saw the wall
of unhappy faces
standing in front of him
the fakir!
--
he smiled...
and his smile magnetically attracted
the god's sad children!
--
the sarpanch touched the fakir's feet.
fruit and milk were offered to the holy soul!
--
the fakir blessed them all
and asked for the reason of their coming!
--
"o holy soul!
bless this village
for this village is jinxed!
everyone is prosperous
but seems to have lost their happiness
everyone seems to have forgotten the art of being happy!
nobody knows how to be happy
in these times
when everything around is full of stress, falsehood and pain!
o holy soul! pl tell us
where has the happiness vanished!
it is nowhere to be seen around!"
--
the fakir looked carefully at every face in the crowd
picked up his shawl
took his stick in hand
and started to walk towards the fields!
--
the sarpanch started walking briskly after him
followed by the wave of melancholic faces!
--
the fakir entered a big field
loaded with the ripe crops
of vegetables and fruits!
--
everyone behind him stopped
and stood in rapt attention.
they knew
the fakir had a message ready for them
which might put an end to their sorrow!
--
the fakir pointed towards the soil of the field
and asked
"what's that!"
"that's soil, o noble soul!"
"what's its colour?"
"muddy!" replied the perplexed village sarpanch!
"what's that?"
"that's a tomato, o saint!"
"what's its colour?"
"red" the sarpanch got confused further!
"what's that?"
"it is a ladyfinger, o blessed soul!"
"what's its colour?"
"green!"
"what's that?"
"onion, my saviour!"
"how does it taste?"
"bitter!"
"what's over there?"
"mangoes! o great teacher!"
"what's its taste?"
"sweeter than the sugar!"
"have you ever put soil in your mouth? how does it taste?"
the sarpanch was totally blown out!
he couldn't reply.
"what are those?" the fakir continued asking.
"oranges! o great spirit!"
"what's inside them?"
"the oranges are loaded with juice!"
--
the fakir turned his head
and looked staright into the sarpanch's eyes!
and smiled!
the sarpanch was still clueless!
the fakir looked at the mankind behind the sarpanch.
they too were silent like a rock!
--
and then
the fakir asked them all
"if the soil is muddy
where did the tomato get its brilliant red colour from?
if the soil is soiled
where did the ladyfingers get their bright velvet green colour from?
if the soil tastes terrible
where did the mangoes get there sweetness!
if the mangoes got their sweetness from the soil
where from did the onions get their bitterness?
if all the soil has
is muddy water
where did the oranges get their juice from?"
--
two hundred eyes
and one hundred minds
stood shocked
on hearing those words!
--
"o dear villagers
your life and the world around you
is like your soil
and you are like its plants!
joy or sorrow
sweetness or bitterness
tears or smiles
juice or dryness
red or green
all colours
all tastes
good or bad
are always there in it!
it is what you see!
it is what you seek!
it is what you attract!
it is what you accept
that decides
what colour you turn
what taste you become
what juice you carry!"
--
saying these immortal words
the fakeer
turned back
pierced thru the liberated souls
and walked away
into the woods
for the next village!

Sunday, January 23, 2011

happy birthday to me!


future is a dream

past is a memory

--

both are a myth!

they never come

--

both are

clever

dress rehersals

by today!

--

past came as today!

and so will come the "tomorrow"!

--

every night

when you retire to bed

and your eyes shut the consciousness

you seize to exist

till morning!

"you" are helpless

"you" for "you" are "not there"!

--

every morning

you are born again!

albeit

with memories of your last birth

of yesterdays!

--

everyday is your birthday!

--

life is like day-trading.

whether you plan a swing-trade

or investment

a day is all you have got

today!

--

don't run after tomorrow

for there is

none!

--

today is the tomorrow you were waiting for!

say hello to it

and do what you wanted to do!

--

every morning

say

"happy birthday to me!"

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

still here

it was an hour past midnight!

four ghosts

were sitting on a big banyan tree

at the start of the dense jungle

just on the outskirts of the village

and discussing

'life and death'

--

"there is death after life

why don't people remember it?"

said the elderly ghost.

-

"there is life before death!

why don't people live it?"

emphasized the wise ghost.

-

"what's the fun?

in my opinion, there is no life. only death all around"

opined the serious ghost!


-

the forth one kept silent

and kept thinking

and finally

when none of the other three asked for his opinion

he quipped himself

"there is nothing called death. it is life all the way!

afterall, we all are still here!"

Saturday, December 18, 2010

wings

it was a nice crisp morning
but somehow
the little cute sapling was not happy.
he repeatedly looked at the birds flying around him
then looked down
and got busy thinking something!
to all the tall trees around
that tiny creature's sad look appeared so funny
but he was sad!
even his tiny flowers had not woken up!
--
an elderly banyan tree noticed that something was going on in the child's mind
he bent down
extended his long branch around him
and asked
"why are you sad,my child! what happened?"
the sapling didn't say anything.
he looked at the birds around
and again made a sad face!
"tell me, child, may be i can help you!"
"i want to swing in the high air like these birds...
but i am so small..."
as he said this, a tiny tear rolled down his green cheeks!
the old tree wiped the pearl gently
and said
"you too can rise up there, my dear!"
"how can i? they have got wings!"
"you have got roots!"
hearing this, the tiny tot raised his head
with twinkle in his eyes
"how, uncle?" he asked the old tree
"grow them deep and wide and lift yourself up there"
  

Sunday, December 12, 2010

promise

i had been waiting for you

to come and see me...

everyone around me told me that my wish will go waste

like that of millions before me

in the last 1000 years

on this high lonely mountain top...

i had just 5 days

before i would have been no more....

it was so cold

but i braved the ice cold northern winds

whistling past this peak,

i survived without food and water

on just a stray ray of sunshine getting past the dark gloomy clouds above...

i was sure you would come

but every stone around me

laughed at me!

i knew there is no proper pathway upto here from the distant valley below

i knew a fall from this height would have meant a sure painful death

i knew i had nothing to give you in return if you came

i knew you could find millions better than me in the valley below

and in the lands afar!

but i still had an unfound faith that you would come to see me

before i breathed my last!!!

---

now when you have come

everyone around is shocked

in disbelief!

the stones have realised the power of feelings...

the snow has felt the warmth of emotions...

the winds have believed the song of love...

the clouds have seen the realisation of wishes...

the sunshine has remembered the lost ray of hope...

---

thank you for coming, my love!

my life hasn't gone waste...

now i can afford to sleep

but i promise to flower again

even in the autumn

if you promise

to come back again

to see your love blossom again

for you

this far

this high!!!